I cried for Help!

I cried for help

I swear I did

I desperately reached out my hand

And prayed whoever or whatever rules the Universe

For you to catch my hand

I guess the message was misunderstood

I guess I didn't make myself clear

I guess my message was fogged with fear

So I hara kiri-ed myself

Ungutted myself

Made a fool of myself

And bled myself to death

Trying to find Peace, any form of peace, any type of peace

I made many mistakes before

But the biggest unforgivenest one of all

Was to not clearly let you understand

How desperately I loved you

Today is Painful and Tomorrow Uncertain

And i ended up doing

Just what I promised myself

What i promised you I wouldn't:

I let go

I let YOU go...